this is what i feel

Let me tell you something 

Never, have I ever 
Been a size 10 
In my whole life 
I left the engine running 
I just came to see 
What you would do if I 
Gave you a chance 
To make things right 
So I made it 
Even though a friend 
Told me that this would be nothing 
But a waste of time 
And she was right, mm 

Don't understand it 
Blood on your hands 
And still you insist 
On repeatedly trying 
To tell me lies 
And I just don't know why 
 
This is stupid 
I'm not stupid 
Don't talk to me 
Like I'm stupid 
I still love you 
But I just can't do this 
I may be dumb but 
I'm not stupid 
 
My new nickname 
Is "You Idiot" 
That's what my friends 
Are calling me when 
They see me yelling 
Into my phone 
They're telling me "Let go. 
He is not the one." 
I thought I saw your potential 
Guess that's what made me dumb 

He don't want it 
Not like you want it 
Scheming and cheating 
Oh girl, why do you 
Waste your time 
You know he ain't right 

Telling me this, 
I don't wanna listen 
But you insist 
On repeatedly trying 
To tell me lies 
And I just don't know why 

This is stupid 
I'm not stupid 
Don't talk to me 
Like I'm stupid 
I still love you 
But I just can't do this 
I may be dumb but 
I'm not stupid 

Trying to make this work 
But you act like a jerk 
Silly of me to keep 
Holding on 
But the dunce cap is off 
You don't know what you lost 
And you won't realize 
Till I'm gone, gone, gone 
That I was the one 
Which one of us 
Is really dumb

This is stupid 
I'm not stupid 
Don't talk to me 
Like I'm stupid 
I still love you 
But I just can't do this 
I may be dumb but 
I'm not stupid 

I may be dumb but 
I'm not stupid in love



with Love,