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a story of frustration

she felt alone that night
she felt empty with no one to talk to
she is frustrated for not doing what she should do
the things that she should more consider before she made up her mind
n now she is regret for the decision she made just to take care of other's feeling
meanwhile the "other" is acting like nothing has ever happen

ohh she miss the laughter at 3 am
n all the gossips she used to have with her girls
where r they?
well she supposed to be with them but cause of some stupid reason she is now all fucked up alone in her room wondering if she can run out from her room n go back to her hometown
to be with her family
the safest place on earth

but now there is no use of regret
it will not a change a thing
not a single thing

it is already late
n she is still awake
with her lappy in front of her
blogging her blog
the only place she can express her feelings
at the same time trying not to waste her time crying n blaming herself for not making the right decision

n she promised herself not to make the same mistake in the future
EVER!!

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yeay!!! girl dah ada baby baru!!!!

yeah!!!!

saya turut berasa sangat gembira ....

sebab kawan saya baru saja melahirkan ahli baru dlm keluarga nya iaitu seorang baby girl....

opppsss silap...

bukan kawan sy girl la, akak kepada girl yg melahirkan...

girl ta kawen pon lg ok!!!

so, mcm mne na dpt sperm kan??

hahhahahah

ok sbenanye... girl dapat anak sedara baru.......

yeay!!!

girl jadi cugirl!!!!

huhuhuhuhuhu.....

sy harapkan yg terbaik tok dyowang semua.....

sampai nnt,

smile!!!

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rindu rindu jerit hati...

pada satu petang apabila organ dan anggota badan berborak...

hati; eh ak sakit la.. rase da terkene penyakit rindu balik la...

otak; pe yg buat an ka rndu ni???

hati; entah la otak.. cube la kau pikir kenapa? kau kan otak...

tibe2 mata menyampok...

mata; ak taw!!! semalam ak ternampak dan membaca post elyda yg lame2 dlm blog ni.. mcm2 la yg terimbas kembali.. hmm pasal kehidupan dy dulu skang...

otak; ohh ak plk rase hati rindu sbb dy na kehidupan yg sama macam dulu kot??? hmm ye lahhhhhhh.... skang sume da berubahhhh...

hati; yes ak rasa ak na jadikan kenangan manis dulu2 ade lagi smpai sekarang... na selalu idop dalam kebahagiaan dgn si dia...

otak; haaaaa cube ka imbas n jadi balik macam dulu... baru la jadi macam dulu...

mata; yeshhh ak pon setuju dgn otak... ak pon tgk yg ka ni byk da berubah... selalu na gado n ade je yg ta kena... so pe kate ka brubah mcm dulu...

hati; macam mane tu?? jadi sweet? romantik?? jiwang??? manje???

otak n mata ; YESSSS!!!!!

i mish u achai... i love u....

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Mama

She used to be my only enemy and never let me be free

Catching me in places that I knew I should'nt be

Every other day I crossed the line I didn't mean to be so bad

I never thought you would become the friend I never had

Back then I didn't know why

Why you were misunderstood

So now I see through your eyes

All that you did was love

Mama I love you.Mama I care
Mama I love you .
Mama my friend. You're my friend

I didn't want to hear it then but I'm not ashamed to say it now
Every little thing you said and did was right for me
I had a lot of to think about,about the way I used to be
Never had a sense of my responsibility

Back then I didn't know why
Why you were misunderstood
So now I see through your eyes, all that you did was love

Mama, I love you. Mama, I care
Mama, I love you. Mama ,my friend. You're my friend

But now I'm sure I know why,
Why you were misunderstood
So now I see through your eyes

All I can give you is love is love

Mama I love you.
Mama, I care
Mama, I love you.
Mama, my friend,You're my friend
Mama, I love you,
Mama ,I care
Mama, I love you,
Mama, my friend, You're my friend

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sorry...

mama i know that im not a good daughter... im sorry for all the mistakes i've done mother. n im sorry 4 not growing up according to plan. im sorry for saying i hate u! im sorry for saying bad words about you mama... n im sorry for not listening to you.. though it all happen like a flashlight but frankly mama, i need you! n i juz wanna u 2 know that i love u mama n i will not ever make u sad again... i'll try to make u smile.. u've been a good mother since papa died. ur strong n i adore u for ur strength n all ur hardwork juz to make us happy eventhough ur risking ur life. ur the perfect woman on earth mama... u shine like a star juz to give us light whenever we'r in dark, n u r always there for me whenever i needed a shoulder to cry.. i love u mother n i will always do.. u risk ur life juz to make us happy.. mama, all i wanted to say here is that i will always be your friend n ur daughter... there's always a place for u in my heart.. i love u for who u r... i promise to do my best in my studies n to help u in future.. dun forget mama there is me to protect u.... n lastly, im sorry for hurting u n i love u mother n will always do...

ur my breath, ur my eyes, ur my soul....

you r my hero!!

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mata bagaikan di glue...

OMG!!!
mata ak mmg taley na bukak la....
mmg mengantok gile r ri ni..
ta taw la kenapa an...
myb sbb tdo kol 8 pagi kot...
hahahahahah...
Sebab2 tebangon dari tido adalah;
- bunyi yg sangat bising yang dikeluarkan
*bunyi pintu,Suara bercakap
-panas na mampos
-hp asyik berbunyi

ok masalahnya skang kenapa dyowg perlu bising pada wakt na tdo?? ckap volume maximum!

erlow??? cant u see im trying to sleep here??

hmm sekarang sedang na tggu na mandi.....
malas na layan diri sendiri....

agaknya ape plan tok ari ni ye?
teringin na study....tp ??
ntah la...
tunggu dan lihat sja..
ok gtg!!!

sampai nnt...
smile :))

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1st day of final exam..

date; 27/10/2010
venue; dewan aspirasi
time; 2.15-5.15 pm
group; ACD3AC
course code; BEL 311
feeling; cold, excited
attire; sasiah rupa diri uitm

Chill baby !! baru BEL kot......
hahahahhahah....

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latest dari hati yang ikhlas...

wahai kawan2....
sekian lame sy tidak membuka blog ini....
akhirnye selamat jugak blog ini dpt dibuka semula dgn jaya nye....
sbg pembuka bicara yg telah lama membisu...
sy na ckp wehhhhh pasni rajin la lawat blog ni ek!!!

nta la ase ckp cm skema je...
soo nottt me ok!!
guys, i've updated my blog so pepandai la na ziarah balik ari ok!!!

apa2 pon...
semoga idop anda tidak diganggu orang jahat, sindrom, player, gila duit, setan, org asli dan sebagainya....

semoga jmpe nnt...
(mmg byk gile na tulis ni)


smpai nnt...
smile :))

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