a story of frustration

she felt alone that night
she felt empty with no one to talk to
she is frustrated for not doing what she should do
the things that she should more consider before she made up her mind
n now she is regret for the decision she made just to take care of other's feeling
meanwhile the "other" is acting like nothing has ever happen

ohh she miss the laughter at 3 am
n all the gossips she used to have with her girls
where r they?
well she supposed to be with them but cause of some stupid reason she is now all fucked up alone in her room wondering if she can run out from her room n go back to her hometown
to be with her family
the safest place on earth

but now there is no use of regret
it will not a change a thing
not a single thing

it is already late
n she is still awake
with her lappy in front of her
blogging her blog
the only place she can express her feelings
at the same time trying not to waste her time crying n blaming herself for not making the right decision

n she promised herself not to make the same mistake in the future
EVER!!